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The thought of confusion is a spark to depression
What i thought was perfect
Is looking ugly
What was going to last forever
Isn't lasting...
Your my one and only and that will never change
Stay next to me
My hand feels lonely
i Love you Kimmie
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[09 Jan 2005|02:12pm] |
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Number One Fan - There Went The World |
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yesterday was diffenetly a gooooood day
it started off with some coco pebbles and video games (thats the healthy way to start a day) then i showered and such and gave kimmie a call so we could go to the mall which we did and believe it or not but she bought NOTHING thats right nothing amazing i kno. i was looking for a swearshirt but nope everthing was so expensive that i couldnt afford anything but after alot of browsing we took photos in a photo booth that surprised u with flashings and stuff it was crazy
After the mall me n kimmie babysat my sister again this time was somehow different tho well i think i kno wut it was too but yeah it was a pretty special night
i LoVe you Kimmie!!
bye bye all
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[01 Jan 2005|01:17am] |
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yo yo yo wuts up arizona!
well thats cool
yes its offically 2005 which means 17 more days till mine and kimmie's one year anniversory and i cant wait it shall be special (in-n-out date ;) oh yeah)
i hope this year is going to be better than the last for you all and that u fulfill ur resolutions if u had any
peace and drive safely
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[25 Dec 2004|02:25pm] |
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HEYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
well hello everybody hope ur christmas is going good just like to say thnx for the awsome year or you idiot if u made it suck hahahaha jk
i got a cell phone so call me on it
861-0849
dont call if u dont kno me cause thats dumb
peace out all
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[20 Dec 2004|03:51pm] |
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hello everyone
going to mikes today
had one of the worst weekends of my life
but now i think everything is better
guess ill hav to wait and see:)
bye everyone
I LOVE KIMMIE!!!!!!!!!!
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[16 Dec 2004|05:19pm] |
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Dreaming Up The Reality
Darkness covers the room
I lay with a blank stare
Wondering what tomorrow brings
I toss and turn with thoughts of you
My mind is so full of your beauty that it
Stops
All becomes quiet
And the air is cold
Eyes getting heavier with each second
Black is all I see now
Reality begins to slip away
As i begin to dream.
Something feels different now
I open my eyes
And I see you, sleeping next to me
Confusion rushing through my head
I reach out to touch your soft skin
But you awake
Your smile brings a warming to my heart
But still I do not know
This all seems so real
Yet too good
Now I will know for sure what this is
I lean in to kiss your lips
But the lights go out
And you are gone...
I open my eyes to see where I am
To my surprise I am in a park
But this was different
It was Central park
Night time is still upon me
Only the lamps illuminate my spot
Hearing a horses feet I turn
A carraige
It slowing came up to me and stoped
The door open and there you sat
Smiling you tapped your hand to the seat
As I climbed in I could not believe what was happening
It was too wonderful
This must be a dream
I turned to kiss you again
But a tree came between us
And black
Came back
All was hazy till my eyes opened
I saw my own room and sat up
Took a look around
No one
No one was here
It was all just a dream
The perfect dream
Just too perfect for reality
I hear the screeching of my door
In my doorway is a shadow
Was I still dreaming?
No
This was real...it had to be
You opened up my sheets
Climbed in
Kissed me
And I kissed back
Eyes closed
Arms holding one another
We fell sound asleep
Together
Well I hope you enjoyed
Sweet dreams all
bye bye
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[13 Dec 2004|06:29pm] |
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wow i feel like the luckiest guy on earth:)
I Love you Kimmie
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[04 Dec 2004|11:21am] |
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Things Aren't So Beautiful Now - A Thorn For Every Heart |
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I AM GOING TO WINTER FORMAL....WITH A GIRL!!!!
her name is kimmie weber and she is soooooooooooooooooo beautiful that it leaves me in awe everytime i see her
nobody tell her but im going to say yes but shhhhhhh its going to be a surprise
yesterday was the most bipolar and weird day ive ever had
and im scared cause of it
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[02 Dec 2004|08:34pm] |
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Bad To The Bone-(dont remember) |
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According to my backround im officially a criminal and should be arrested...(dont tell the coppers tho they mite do something about it)
yes and the fact that i got away with writing NJ on the bus and writing it on the bathroom stalls and writing it in a textbook...hmm thats qutie a bit.
so diffenetly im a badass now so nobody mess with me cause im cool like that.
um random thought:
If pigs could fly what would the new saying be?
Im not really that cool i was just u kno going with the moment yeah i kno im a loser oh well
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[27 Nov 2004|11:31pm] |
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We're All To Blame - Sum 41(i just got the CD) |
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so diffenetly this was the best Thanksgiving ive ever been apart of the only down-side was i was in california the whole weekend and i didnt get to see my love and i missed her alot:(, but when i came home we got to play at brookes with macey and nicole for a few hours it was diffently a good welcoming home thingy or wutever
ahhh and this trip home i was so close to guessing the right time to arrive home i guessed 820 but we landed at 812 ahhh i never when that (just nod ur head and smile if u hav no idea wut im talking about its just a family tradition)
until next time
peace
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[21 Nov 2004|12:27am] |
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Come Winter - Daphne Loves Derby |
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Winter Nights
Laying under the stars
Huddle up with you
In the cold of night
Trying to keep eachtoher warm
I take a minute to look
And what I see places a smile on my face
Lost in your beauty
I cannot help but feel more than grateful
To have someone as thoughtful
Someone as loving
And someone as stunning as you are
If only I could tell you how I truly felt
How I think whenever I gaze at you
I Love you just isn't strong enough
And every day or night
Spent with you
Is a new memory to be cherished
Together
Forever
It's just...
Perfect
Well hope you enjoyed it feel free to place your opinion about it I'm curious to know if it is good or not
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[18 Nov 2004|06:59pm] |
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HEY!!!!!!!
well as you can see i am typing agian well its just to let u kno that my livejournal well not be a journal just somewhere to write and u responde to wutever i write if u feel like it.
so now that u kno um go get naked and run into the sprinklers and bring me back something good to eat im hungry;)
(dont tell kimmie but i love her hehe im so sneaky)
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[01 Nov 2004|08:57pm] |
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Hello everyone,
well i thot my last intry would hav got alot of feedback but i guess no one but maria really reads this thing anyway so ive decided to stop writing in it cause its pointless.
I'd also like everyone to kno that i am going through a difficult time...with wut i prolly am not going to tell u cause u suddenly got interisted in my life cause i have a "problem" now if u want to comment on this feel free but i dout ill respond cause im never writing in this again theres no point.
Everyone it was a good run of about three months or so and i would like to say that I love kimmie with all my heart and that i will till i die and i feel she does too...so i leave all of u (if any of u) with this true love isnt found in a package but with true loves comes many packages of bigger and better things
good bye
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[28 Oct 2004|03:30pm] |
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Well today i was struck wondering about the subject love and what the three words "I Love You" mean. To me it is a way of passionately expressioning urself to someone u care about and would never even think about leaving their side. But yet those three words hav become so over used that the truest meaning of love isnt found in those words any longer and the feeling of love has turned into butterflys in ur stomach. they hav become just an extra thing to add onto a goodbye or even a joke. So i could be way off course or something, but i still thot it was a rather interesting thing to think about.
What do the words "I Love You" mean to you?
(To anyone who still reads this)
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[23 Oct 2004|11:08pm] |
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yes my mouth hurts pretty bad right now but i do not care
I feel so loved right now love isnt even a big enough feeling
Today i wasnt sure whether kimmie or anyone would come over today so i was quite bummed but around 5ish i was talking to kimmie and she said she could make it to come cheer me up a bit so i got really excited
She came over and we just talked and i looked really bad but she thot i looked cute oh well i still think the fat cheeks arent cute. anyway we watched finding nemo but not really cause for some reason tonight the love was so strong that we couldnt stop saying how much we loved eachother
Man i wouldnt trade tonight for anything im actually glad my teeth got pulled i must be crazy or deeply in love oh well either way i cant stop thinking of her and how amazing and caring she is to me and how lucky i am that she puts up with me when i do something lame
good night everyone
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[22 Oct 2004|03:52pm] |
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well this morning if u couldnt tell i wasnt at school, instead i was getting my 4 wisdom teeth pulled and u must be thinking oh man im so sry well think again it was so awsome hahaha. u see i hadnt ever been druged before so they started me off with laughing gas which haha was funny cause i even laughed when they stuck a needle in my im so weird yes well soon the doc came in and stuck this thing in my mouth and i started laughing uncontralbly then the next thing i kno i go blank and wake up in some weird room which i font remember wut it looks like but i felt so awsomely rad i kept asking my bro(who was there gettting it done too)to give me high fives hahahaha he did only once but yeah then i kept asking the nurses wut i said and(by the way me and my nurse were talking about my green slippers before hand)they said i talked about my green slippers and saint packtrics day hahaha i also asked them if i talked about kimmie and they said yes and i kept saying 'did i say she was beautiful did i cause she is she is and i love her too' and they said yeah i talked about that hahaha then on my way out the nurses went to help me and i was like no i can do it and i got up and fell hahaha it was sooo funny the rest of the time i laughed so much it ended up hurting me more now and so yeah hurt greatly now
bye bye all hope u enjoyed the funny event
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[17 Oct 2004|08:12pm] |
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yesterday was an awsome day
first i got to surprise kimmie by asking her to homecoming in a "fun" way haha then she came over and we watched What's Eating Gilbert Grape that was a good movie i recommend it then once that was over we went over to mike's house for his birthday party which was rad hahah espically the sex dice that was funny stuff sux that i couldnt spend the night thp:(
well that was my saturday cant wait for school start back up im sick of not learning......
I had u for a second didnt i
peace out
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[15 Oct 2004|10:27am] |
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Niki FM-Hawthorne Heights |
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okay so my break has been going pretty good
Monday:hung out with mike nick ryan ant and trevor at war zone and then we walked over to bounce U and bounced for free cause of my hook ups
Tuesday:Went over to macy's to watch blow
Wednesday:Went to the gilbert highland game with everyone from monday(we lost horribly)after that went to coles house that was a fun pow wow
Thursday:Went to starbucks with kimmie and maria now i hav something i like at starbucks then went and saw napoleon dynomite again
Today:Slept
thats about it
bye bye
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[10 Oct 2004|10:17pm] |
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well last night was one of the best nights ever
kimmie i love you so incredably much i mean i dont think anyone could make such a horrible day into one of the greater days of my lifetime.
u see i got caught sneaking out cause some stupid person decided to calll my house at 230 at night thnx who ever u r for ruining half my day and all further sleepovers but then kimmie was still able to come over and we had a pajama party and watched Edward Scissorhands
yes well im still happy almost lost it yesterday but she made it alllll better
peace out everyone
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[06 Oct 2004|04:03pm] |
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today was an excellant day....
which is a change of pace
but thats a good thing
hopefully this new pace lasts
a long long long time.
Kimmie you r the weirdest kisser ever:) but that was the highlight of my day. i dont think ive laughed so hard in like a week and thats a long time for me
FUEL!!!!! yes fuel that is tonight and it is awsome i love it
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